My whole person is designed to become attached, to form bonds and relationships with others.
How did I convince myself he would be any different?
I tricked myself into thinking that I was carefree- but that illusion only lasted about two weeks.
Sooner or later it all comes crashing down, right?
My walls fell and I wanted more, I wanted him.
I have no choice, I have to leave- college and life await, but I let him become apart of my life and I so desperately want him to remain.
He's not perfect and we're not perfect together, but I like us- I'm falling for us.
I thought I could do casual, but who was I kidding?
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