I can't believe the three words that just popped into my brain while we were facebook chatting. I can't explain any of this, this can't be real. Can it?

But I have another boy coming this weekend and I just desperately want to focus on him. He deserves all of that and more. I hate being torn like this.

Sometimes I just want to punch Distance in the face.

I never realized how much I say that phrase until this trip. Guess I should probably start warming up my punching arm.

Just when I started finding plenty of distractions, it all came back to you.

You're half way around the world and I want to punch you in the face.
I can't get you out of my mind- and half the time I don't want to.

Tips for Dating an Older Australian Man.

Don't do it.

Being over 2,000 miles away was supposed to help me think about you less.

Hopefully 5,700 will do the trick.

Big girls don't cry?

Nope, we cry too, Frankie.

Well, sometimes feelings suck.

Walking around with you today was exactly what I wanted, but then our goodbye came so suddenly. Yes, I told you my feelings, and I suppose I have closure for now-
but what if now isn't enough?
Only time will tell, but what if my feelings in January go untouched? Is this only our beginning, or a forgotten maybe?
So many questions.

Sometimes I feel like the answer I'm searching for is simple: you.