Today was beyond my wildest dreams.

I wish I could just say yes to everyone, because every single person I have talked to in each is absolutely amazing and genuine. I want to know everyone. I want to hug everyone.

Deep down I know this is the right decision, but I just have to be one hundred percent sure, because this will not just influence my next four years, but the rest of my life.

Every time I see you, I have the strong urge to swoop by your side and place my hand in yours.

I know I'm being completely irrational, and I don't understand how I am so spellbound by a boy I've never met before, but here I am.

Hopefully, this doesn't end in utter disaster.

There's nothing like a Bulls home game.

Today I went to an away game in LA, where we played the Clippers.

We played pretty well, I had a good time, and we won but I miss Benny and I miss the animated bulls charging through downtown; I miss the fog machines for the starting lineup; the music- that buildup of the charge, of the names; I miss the Dunkin Donut races and the speeding water trucks; I miss roaring with a crowd that is my own; I miss the sea of red, black, and white; I miss half time shows that can be completely random or blow your mind; I miss the noise-o-meter before the fourth quarter; I miss the floating inflatable Benny; I even kinda miss the LuvaBulls- kinda;

I miss it all.

I miss home.