Not Yet Lost.

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Do you ever have that feeling like you're fading away from someone or someone is slipping away from you? Or the fear that while you're fading, you're being replaced? That's the worst.

I have that feeling right now with somebody. I desperately don't want it to happen but I'm in quick sand, and it's starting to feel like a struggle. At the same time I feel like I might just be paranoid and that I'm completely over reacting but it's important, I don't want to chance losing the relationship.

Time is my enemy here. This fall is so busy, not just for me, but practically everyone I know. I hate it and I love it. Sometimes I wish I was spending my days differently, but most of the time I just want more hours in a day, more days in a week weekend, more weekends in a month.

But for now there's still time,

I think.

Cheers

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Can't Have an End Without a Beginning.

Tomorrow is my beginning, the beginning of my senior year in high school.

And next May will be the end.

I will graduate hig

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h school next spring.

In some ways I'm excited to go off to college next year, but in others I'm completely comfortable staying in high school.

Right now the only thing place I'm certain I want to stay in, is summer.

On another note, Project Runway starts tomorrow! Although I probably won't be able to watch it then but I'm recording it. It should be spectacular!

Cheers!

A Little Cardigan Crazy.

It's been days, lots of days, since I posted anything!

My schedule just got super busy around the beginning of August, I went to a digital filmmaking camp, DMA, which was awesome! I had a wonderful time and I would love to go into the film industry, probably something with post production or writing.

Then straight from camp I went to Indianapolis for a weekend to play some tennis.

And finally I got a day of rest on Monday, but then on Tuesday I volunteered at the Field Museum- but that was so much fun too! Most of the day I was able to stamp out people's names in Egyptian hieroglyphics, and I had good company, so it was a terrific day.

Then yesterday tennis tryouts started and my mom and I went shopping after.

Today I had more tryouts, got some school books, and watch clips of the new Project Runway designers for Season 6, I can't wait!

So that was a quick recap of the last two weeks of my life.

And now I'm here, blogging once again.

Even though I've done so much recently, I can't think of anything to talk about!

Well I think I'll have to go with Project Runway, because it's freshest in my mind.

I watched clips of all the designers at their houses, and they went through their closets, gave

some fashion tips, and then I got to see some of their audition and casting tapes. I'm super excited to see some of them work on the show! But once the show starts airing, I'll talk about their pieces. For now I want to focus on the fashion tips they offered.

Many of the usuals were mentioned: be comfortable, fit is really important, everyone should have a little black dress, etc.

But one girl, Gordana, said that every woman should have a cardigan.

I literally wanted to hug her through the screen!

Cardigans are my favorite piece of clothing! I hope Gordana is really great on the show, because I'm already a fan.

Cheers!